Week 23 The Hardest Thing I have ever done

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This program is, by far, one of the hardest things I have ever done.  And I have taken on some pretty challenging endeavors in my life.  It came to me at a point in my life when I was truly ready to grow up.  And not in the Western sense of having the material expressions of adulthood, house, car, career, and 401K.  I am talking about the 3 components of the Law of Least Effort.  I am talking about the Science of Getting Rich.  I am talking about the Masterkey System.  I am referring to being in conscious possession of my authentic power, expressed with wisdom, focus, enthusiasm, and oriented towards service to the greater good.  I am talking about having and, more importantly, implementing the tools to live my ideal life in this world.  

The amount of persistence, concentration, and faith that I have cultivate over the past 5 months has surpassed anything I can remember existing in my life before.  I find myself repeating an anthem, “Nothing shall retard my new life’s growth.” when I face challenges, obstacles, and the inner resistance that has been crippling to my progress in the past.  I am bouncing back from setbacks and letdowns like a frickin’ ninja here people and what once would be a deterrent to future growth in the past, have now become motivations to get back to the material and try it again.  I have done many brave things in my life, but staying the course with the MKMMA experience and, most importantly, surrendering to the comprehensive program created by Mark, Davene, and all the people who were called into the Hero’s journey that helped bring this vision to fruition has tested my commitment and resolve over and over.  How badly do you want to reach your potential as a human being Jen?  Do you want it bad enough to get out of this warm, cozy bed and check in with the gal in glass?  How much do you want that DMP to be your actual reality?  Then it is time to repeat Do It Now 25 times and then figure out your A and B and DO IT NOW.  Are you willing to do it differently?  Are you capable of missing the mark, seeing where improve is needed, and then go forward with enthusiasm?  HELL YEAH!

So at this point in the game of life, I am willing to bare it all and share with you where I am.  I talked on the last webcast about how an unfulfilled life is an unfulfilled life, no matter what it looks like.  It could be unrealized dreams that you never tried for and have convinced yourself is not even possible at this point in your life.  It can be sitting on the couch day after day watching whatever programming works for you.  It might be living with some form of addiction or self-sabotaging pattern that keeps you stuck in dissatisfying circumstances.  Maybe you just go to sleep feeling that life has lost its luster and you are just going through the motions.  Perhaps, like me, you are focused on an awesome fulfilled future but waiting for some benevolent creator to plop it in your lap after you figure out the worthiness formula.  Whatever it looks like, something is missing, desires are unfulfilled, and the most important ingredient for an unfulfilled life, you don’t feel the power within you to change anything.  Sprinkle a heavy dose of conditioning on top, and you have a person who never gets to experience their heart desire fulfilled.  I have always told people, I would rather spend my whole life believing that I can have, do and be whatever I desire than succumb to the idea that we have no control over our destiny and things are going to happen the way they do regardless of intention, attention, and effort.  This program was built for people like me, baby!  And even though I may still be going through the motions at times, reading my DMP to get in the third time before I fall into bed, I am going to fake it until I become it.  Change doesn’t happen overnight, but everything can shift in an instant.  I think I heard somewhere it has a compounding effect, or something like that.  😉

After this course, I know I have the power within me.  And even more awesome than that, I have put down the blame game.  I no longer look at my life and think there is something wrong with me and when I fix that thing, I will be gifted the life of my dreams.  The empowered adult is driving the ship.  My actions are no longer dependent and dictated by an abandoned child within me that is still trying to earn her reward from some parent figure (God) thinking that things aren’t fair and how did that mean man over there end up in that big house and the nice guy is riddled with cancer.  The child within is now along for the ride.  And instead of doing the same things that lead me to where I was when I got here, or judging the things I did as inappropriate in some way, I celebrate it all.  I celebrate my perceived successes and failures as experiences of expansion and gifts of clarity.  I know myself.  What could be a better gift than that.  I may still be refining what I want in life, but now I see that as a beautiful thing and not evidence of my inability to make a choice, commit, or just plain indecision.  I will forever being growing, refining, and expanding.  And knowing myself has empowered me with the vision to fulfill my dreams, not someone else’s. 

Today I live each day with Acceptance, Responsibility, Defenselessness

Today I focus on being of service, expressing the power within, living in gratitude, and doing my A and B

Much Love to you all

JEN

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Just one of the many things I have had to overcome 🙂

P.S.  Thanks to the insights of the lovely Lorelei Sunshine , “Nothing shall retard my new life’s growth” has transformed into, “‘My new life’s growth is soaring, THRIVING!”  Much love and many thanks, Lorelei!

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75 thoughts on “Week 23 The Hardest Thing I have ever done

    1. I’ve enjoyed all your posts, but #23 reflects very close to my reactions to MKE. I have to read it again, but, thank you for your interpretations. Og, #VI, “I make my own weather.”. Good attitude. Thanks, Bish.

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  1. Oh My Lord Master Jen! I just love you so much!!! Your blog rocks and your writing is incredible! You must write a book! You are so talented in drawing attention and focus from “me” the reader, I just kept wanting to read!! and I’m not much of a reader. …… Maybe as I was reading your story I was really reading mine…. and since I’m not much for words… (more pictures for me), I just got drawn in there and wanted to change my life!! Whoop Whoop! You are a star!

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    1. Brony! Your energy and support and enthusiasm is contagious! I see the comments you make in the alliance and on blogs and know you are in this process fully and completely. I have so much faith in you and your light shining. If you are going to the MKMMA Retreat next year, we are so hanging out!

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  3. No doubt, this has been one of the most challenging things I’ve put myself through as well. What a tremendous, well-written piece. If you don’t write already, you should consider writing as a source of income; either through blogging or books. You’ve got the gift of the pen (or keys? touchscreen?) 🙂

    Very happy to see your determination, hunger, and perspective! Wonderful stuff! Colin

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  4. Aloha Jen I too LOVE your blog post Brony S
    shared it on her blog thats where I got to see it 🙂
    I put it forward as ‘My Bestest Blog’ post pick for the Week 🙂
    one suggestion…maybe look at changing up your anthem from “Nothing shall retard my new life’s growth.” to ‘My new life’s growth is soaring” remember our subby…Keep it focused on positive’s especially if we are affirming it 3x OR more a day 🙂
    You Are Nature’s Greatest Miracle…

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  5. dannycl

    Awesome Jen!
    Can’t say I could improve on what you said. It has been one heck of a ride and I am grateful for being able to share it with you. And the whole dam bus load of us.
    Mahalo

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  6. Jen, you are a frickin’ ninja! Excellent post. I think you spoke for the whole class, so you get my vote for valedictorian. I am inspired. Off we go to the wonderful adventures and mysteries that await us. Be strong and be blessed!

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  7. Awesome that you’re the featured blog this week. I’m looking forward to reading about the rest of your journey. Love the shot with you and the kids. Looks like you’re having fun.

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    1. Thank you, Jean. I asked my subby to bring a message from Universe Mind that no conditioning could possibly override to pursue writing as a profession, and this week my blog was featured in the MKMMA. Message received. I am so grateful for you and everyone who left comments here. Much Love to YOU!

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  8. Jen – It’s been an adventure in itself reading your blog posts over the past few months. You raise the vibration of the entire group when you journal your experiences, insights and hero’s journey. Thank you! Hope to meet you in Kauai…

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  9. Jen, loved the picture of the boy clinging to your leg being dragged down the hall; I can imagine the kicking and screaming coming from my own inner child as I gently beat educe his obedience via the the Laws and auto-suggestion 🙂 What imagery, great job!

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    1. Thank you, Bob. At times, it has definitely felt like dredging through quick sand or being held back by miniature versions of me and her friends (the boys in the picture), but at the end of the day, the resistance is really to claiming my gifts and sharing them. Things of the past now, baby!

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  10. Sounds like you have grown, discovered, and overcame so much. You now have a different look on your life, and the life of others. The Master Keys you have embraced and your future, your family, everyone you come in contact with will be a better place because of you.

    Keep giving to keep growing.

    Peace, George.

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    1. That is so true, George. I was blessed with an opportunity to spend time with some close friends and one of them said, a calm has come over you that is contagious. It was such a beautiful confirmation that I have settled into my true self through this process and it is only going deeper and deeper.

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    1. Thank you for sharing, Dana. The reframe of my new life’s growth was inspired by the beautiful Lorelei. An amazing expression of the power this mastermind program offers all of us. Much Love and Light to YOU

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    1. Trish, thank you so much for commenting. The passion and compassion you exude during the calls touches my heart and inspires me to reach deeper within and claim my gifts so I may express my version of Divine Expression in this, my world. I am here for the long run and can’t wait to see how I evolve in experiencing and sharing this program.

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  11. Thank you Jen for your wonderful Blog. You are truly blessed with a talent of writing not that I am an expert but I can openly say it’s the best I have read so far. Great success with your future as a writer. Giving and sharing is received with huge gratitude. Love and gratitude to all X

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    1. I am so grateful, Loucas, for you taking the time to read and comment. I feel deeply fulfilled and grateful to have something I love doing so much received so beautifully. May you be blessed in your gifts’ expression as well.

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  12. What an incredible, concise and inspiring blog. I feel privileged to have had the ability to read it and share it. The journey has not been lost on you, you have taken and continue to live your Hero’s Journey. Please keep writing about your experiences so we can all share. Thanks again.

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  13. Thanks for sharing your insights and philosophy. The MKE journey is truly awesome and as you say things may not change overnight, but progress is the hallmark of success. Like you I may not have my future self nailed down perfectly but I’m on my way. Keep searching. As Mark said today of the webcast, whether you discover it in a flash or just soak it up in a process doesn’t matter. It’s all good.

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    1. Thank you Terrence, for your lovely words and acknowledgement of the process you are going through as well. I have put a huge emphasis on being gentleness on myself as I continue to grow into the true me. I hope you are, too.

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  14. Eleanor Norton

    Excellent Blog! You have written about everything many of us are going through. Extremely well written. Congratulations! Thanks for sharing

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  15. I don’t know if there is much more I can add to what the other’s have stated before me. I agree with every single comment each person has made. You are truly inspiring. I too am looking forward to reading your book!

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  16. Jen,
    I was so happy for you today when I saw that they featured your blog. You deserve and have earned it with outstanding writing. When you said this is the hardest thing you’ve ever done. I feel every ounce of pain, feeling of accomplishment, joy, grueling hours of tasks and on and on. Now I hear, feel & see the path is right where you want it to be and that is as it should be. Life is still happening for us all, as I see in the picture. Actually that’s fun for the grandkids too.

    As my buddy Spock would say “Live Long and Prosper”

    Robert

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  17. Jennifer Daniels has done a terrific job of summarizing the work involved in implementing change in her life. She is honest about the challenges and excited about the rewards. Taking responsibility for your life is so freeing. Thanks Jennifer for your insight.

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  18. It looks like someone is doing the Mind Gym wearing heavily weighted shoes. I imagine this would be terrific training exercise for cross country skiing. True to your name, Jenerator, you’ve got it going on! Fall down 7 times, get up 8; guess who’s is still in the game, and stepping up to the plate!

    Since I got here by way of Don Grantham and Dayna’s Facebook pages, I’ll leave you with something that grabbed onto me as I passed through Dana’s territory: some words of wisdom from George Carlin. Remember, in order to roast our societal condition the way George did over the years took a deep understanding and most likely an underlying desire to improve it.

    SOMETHING TO PONDER: George Carlin

    George Carlin’s wife died early in 2008 and George followed her, dying in July 2008. It is ironic George Carlin – comedian of the 70’s and 80’s – could write something so very eloquent and so very appropriate. An observation by George Carlin:

    The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

    We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

    We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

    We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life. We’ve added years to life not life to years. We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We’ve done larger things, but not better things.

    We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We’ve conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

    These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.

    Remember to spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

    Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

    Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn’t cost a cent.

    Remember, to say, ‘I love you’ to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

    Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

    Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

    And always remember, life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by those moments that take our breath away.

    George Carlin

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